Painful Reality

it's 7:30am, V-day. the day i spent 364 days promising myself to not be a repeat of last year.
if i kills me i will smile and pertend like i have men knocking down the doors to reach me.
i'll raise my head higher then the empire state buliding and act like the world's at my feet.
i'll look everyone i pass on the street in the eye as if i were queen and they but humble subjects.
i'll be giddy and romantic....it's valentines day after all.
i'll flirt and captivate all who look my way.
i'm young, i'm alive and fancy free....the world is mine.

it's 7:31am, D-day...wake up.